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Lola's Diary
The world is pushing me down, I'm losing alots of air,
breathing in to much of despair it's clogging up my snare. In the darkness of the abyss surrounded by creatures, they feed on my blood, eating my life away as i go deeper. Swaying my hands from left and right trying to find someone, but nothing grasping my palms, my body feels so hum-numb. Bubbles escaping from my mouth leaking droplets of my soul, soon I will have no more left and I will be eaten as whole. Can't show my tears but it's there it evaporated into the sky, now I have no more juice left as I say my last word........Bye. -9/21/05,Wendesday |
Beyond The Edge...
how long must I breathe in the world of despair,
struggling, screaming while everyone is impair. Bound tightly within the grasp of a Black Rose, It's the signal of no love and hate as thorn grows, punturing me-the blood of my soul leaks life away, how long can i stand, before they devore me ...and be left alone while I decay. Slit 1 for the hate, slit 2 for the un-caring people, why i must try so hard to get over this....steeple. Ambience of pain rage in my arms as the blood, course down to my elbow, then I picked up ...a sound of a loud thud. I look in the mirror and ask myself "what do you see?", I see the depression dragging me under beneath my feets, I see the fear that's inside of me hiding and quivering, wishing I came over come it-but the fear is so cold even ....I'm shivering. I see the illusion inside the mirror creating anger and hate, does it mean I don't like myself? or is it my emotional fate? Mirror sad of this havoc it leaks tears..O no wait that's me, feeling so concave and hollow it brings much weakness on my ...Knees. *Crash!* Little glass particles lays silently on the floor in pieces, same as my inner feelings-i've been poisoned time to put an ....cease to this as I hold the edge glass tip crease. 9/28/05 |
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