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~:.Untitled Stress.:~
This is a true account...from an anonymous source

Dear Diary,
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11-05-2002....
Lemme relate what happened today......to write to you my friend for the first time in over 15 weeks, as you know it was somethin very tramatic in order to write to you ajar, but these events take the cake.....as you know im living with my mother since my father is at work most of the time..the courts gave custody to my mom......for reasons of logic that are unclear to me....this event took the cake....im altered....not knowing where to turn.....

I was....
Sittin there chokin on a stony-collar when these tears are my Only-Bother
this phony's-altered,when ma left for that crack, now dad's a Lonely-Father//
Emotions deprived, seein mom slice her wrist till they Tic-n-They-Plummet
the motions arrived, the crack wears off! she feelin that Kick-In-Her-Stomach//
my residence eminent stemmin-wits when i see the Rivers-In-Her-Arm
Beers a Giver-For-The-Charm, where it travels to where her Liver-Is-In-Harm//
I try to sing my feelins to make her see, but her eyes are Dummified
the drugs are streamin, an 'ancient heart wrapped' as its Mummified//
only pain-is-love:reds stain-the-rugs, she only loved me when i Paned-the-Drugs
its maimed-n-tough when i was tamed-as-such to be finally Named-A-Thug//
divorced, drugged n depressed while the blood loss Kills-Her-Womb
remorse plugged in her chest,wishin for a powder to Fill-The-Tomb//
Mi familia's familars faultin fast filters n flops to finally Fill-The-Gap
this deals-a-trap, and my sole aint 'goin anywhere' when its Heels-Are-Mashed//
My will-is-tacced when my notions potent as my tears Stream-As-The-Ocean
emotion's devotion to omens!i chug Crown Royal and use it to Beam-As-A-Potion//
Losin three people in life, i sat in the kitchen wit the Knife-To-My-Chest
wit a Strife-That-Was-Blessed i lowered the blade seein beauty in a Life-That-Is-Meshed//
A flash of stagnance beginnin to see my heart now Mashed-In-Fragments
past clashed-wit-has-beens, a future i see is now locked in A Stashed-In-Trashed-Kid//
There's fast-spent-flash-tricks that God uses to bend and Cover-Our-Eyes
thats Hovered-In-Guise to attack silently and then Smothers-The-Tries//
Its confide in zest when inside my chest I start to Strangle-The-Angels
inside Mangled-N-Tangled my conscience's obtuse when i Wrangle-The-Angles//
Defeatin defeatism while the medics cover her body and Send Her On A Gurney
tears severed-n-burned-me....i will meet you mom when I see an End of the Journey//
Sincerely Yours,
-Mariah-
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{{Change of Style}}...-Poetic-
A Week Later.... A Man stands at the podium of a group at a cemetary reading from a paper....
\-|....The Eulogy To Mariah and Her Mother....|-/
On 11-7-2005 my daughter died from an overdose...
her luck ran out...St.Patrick lied when the clover broke
Her mother committed suicide two days before
right in front of her, making her choose ways to soar
whether its up or down; or into an abyss of hell
destiny controlled it, making it a remiss to shell
I close my eyes, and see a smiling mother and child
smiling and hands held, with one another in style
On the horizon i see them held each other with stacked pride
their faces white, but only will they see paradise in a white crack vibe

-Your Neighborhood Poet-
MetaPhySikZ aka Phonetixs aka Rhyme of Reason
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