FeAr anD LOathInG
 

"The Possibility of Physical and Mental collapse is very real...."

Did I just say that out loud?...or am I trippin'?...
Bars of pure mescaline with devils ether to dip in...
on a Subway to nowhere its the journey i remember
mid december, wet socks from the snow I hate winter!
hopped on at Kenmore square, downtown Boston....
dead of night silence, i can hear the crickets coughin'
shit!, i can feel the tension in the air, its thick
an black bats flying in the mix...
and cold fingertips grab me by the hips
trying to persuade me to dance with the devil...
deep breath...............
my hearts racing gotta give it time to settle
doors open, i hesitate to cross the threshold
...but now i'm in
uneasily greet the conductor who sits before me as a man
but the weed is tellin' me he's scheming with a plan
and the acids showing me his face on a slant
then i try to move but the ether says you cant
got my mind running.......but all i do is stand....
....and continue to stand...and stand....
....he lookin' at me like I got three heads
lookn back at him an see mozart with three legs
I need to have a seat so that shadow will stop tailing me
i think he's trying to steal Jesus' Holy grail from me...
...get it together man you just being paranoid
as i sit...get the feelin that im free fallin into abyss...
lost in a void.
sweatin bullets think i hear 'em trickling down my cheek
had to look twice, thought i felt BIG in my seat
but nah, it aint BIG...
just my dead grandmother crawling up my leg w/ a knife in her teeth
.....Heart Beats louder....
lookn down i swear i see it pulsating under my shirt
....muscles lose power....
bcuz an Hour prior i had to mix robotussin w/ Percs
elderly women in front of me sick of hearin me grumbling
seldomly shows her anger but now she's ready to pummel me
cuz i can hear her thoughts ya know, No!....
its just twisted visions of omnipotence I swear i see her aura glow
look away..focus out the window, getcha mind straight
seeing my reflection looking froggish, eyes dilate....


yeahhh...so who actually wants to read an OM thats about 4 pages long...not me, so i'll just end this as a to-be-continued...

will do in 2 min

upp'in

well thus far good shit... really feeling you trip...
Can't wait to read the next installement

Im liking this right here, flow was really good on this man. Vocab and all that was well done too. Great job on this, keep it up. Please rtf on anything, thanks.Peace.

thanks for the feed will return the favor upp'in