Life isn't really what i thought it would be.
 

okay, here's my point of view, i'm 21 yr old thats a year away from graduating with an accounting degree, i have dope friends who would do anything for me, but sometimes I just stop to think that life isn't really what I imagined it to be (not saying its bad). I used to be so optimistic about everything, and get excited about things, but now even when something fun is coming up I don't get jacked up the way I used to. And then I stop and think, man I'm selfish, I have so many opportunities and I'm going to be succesful and not have to worry about money or anything that real means anything besides being happy. The thing is i'm always known as the guy who's really really happy and that is the life of the party, but when i'm alone and think about it, I'm not very happy. Weird, I'm crazy high, and listening to sad music, maybe thats it.

I feel the same way when I get blazed and listen to sad music.

haha, weird thing is i would pay every penny of my lifetime salary to be alive and not have a cent to my name

it's cuz ur gay yo..........

just the type of creativity I would expect from you, thanks

u should pull a proof n shoot at a bouncer son....

end it for the sake of everyone thats good lyricaly FOR the WORLD son

don't b so selfish son !!!!!!!!!!

well to be real dude ...or gay guy coming out of the closet contemplating suicide... life sucks ... happiness is a state of mind ... there is nothing on this earth that can make you happy other than yourself and your perception of what life is to you .. you cant go around judging yourself by what other mother fuckers think happiness is or should be .. you gotta live for you ... bottom line... its called growin up... it happens to everyone.... i would rather be broke and wasted than rich fat ugly and alone !!!ponder that ... and stop actin like a faggot ass wanker!!!!

Fuckin EXACTLY.

Life literally is what you make it. I know it sounds corny, but people get so hung up on their perceptions and forget the whole.