RapVerse.com Community - ..Good or Evil..

by: Lay Fear.

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My name's Dale, n I'm in jail..week in week out, no mail, n I'm still pale..
..blindly searching for success with a ego thats telling me to go fail..
n I'm broke with no money..no bail, same ol' food..bland..its so stale.
.my body wither's..its rotten, low visibilty..Im weak n my bloods clottin..
'Shoulda never shot him,..appears a life sentence is all I'll ever accomplish,.
.I'm a liar, but I'm modest..how could this be it?.."dig here!",or.."wash this!".
N' my daughter's innocent picture is all that drives me..my little goddess.,
..now baby close your eye's, you don't need to watch this,..
I still have doubt..Im asking!?..begging..questioning where god is!..
.but the devil's made it apparent what my job is..unveiling what the plott is..
..he's been schemin'..desring to be a angel..but I'm descending to a demon.
'I've realized I'm worthless..once blind but now I'm aware of a purpose,.
.Tryin to escape eternal damnation,.but Ironically being recruited into service.
'sigh'..I'm waiting, n I'm nervous..why must' I be the one to deliver the verdict
.my stomach's churnin,..heart beating rapidly, feels like my body's burnin..
I've been transformed,.from a lost cause..to pure sin, should I be turned in?,
."yeah?'.."no!"..?, I can't be certain..I gotta choose now n close the curtain,
build my character on principles?..or burn em' I'm an inferno..but split in two
..good or evil? conversing or debating..I'm not sure which side to listen too.?
I wish i knew!..have I been lifted? dude..my entire soul is being twisted thru.
..then it dawns on me, why am I forced to select a side..a choice, a path?.
'Take the life of another at the will of the devil?..given into his voice n wrath.
.Should I be subject to such desicions.....................
'I poise an laugh..an smile,..a aura of light consumes me like a poison gas,..
..I can't beleive what I was considering,..Just glad that I avoided that,.
The devil overcome?..his voids collapsed,.defeat?"ha" that 'boy's surpassed.
.Im a man..amazed, still overjoyed, an relaxed..now I see the light nearing,.
I could had took a turn for the worst..I'm reformed, the fights dissapearing
..noise's..voices im hearing, My cellmate Curtis is coming close..im lying still.
a chill runs up my spine..confused,.he was the one I was suppose to try n kill
..doing the bidding of the devils kaniving will,....
he approaches me,..an requests me to stand face to face an start focusing
.his eye's spired, swirling, an transluded to red."Curtis!?,..are you joking G?!".
he blinked..an I studdered..he wildly start choking me..'I coulnd't breathe!..
..my dim eyes caved under pressure,..I coulnd't see,..
I think something was poking me?..a puncture, a wound?..how?..
.My world went black an hazey,..I felt my skull crack..
..an my surroundings started fading..a brilliant shading of red..
was my life just me delaying the end?..I thought I was portraying a mend..
I left myself vulnerable..I made a choice for god to save me?..
Instead I'm left stranded, thought he would protect me..
but..how could he betray me?..
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Dale was found dead, beaten to death by his cellmate Curtis moments later..