my life: So wrong. - The rap
 

play this with the renegade beat (jay z and eminem)
it flows just like the song so check it first if you dont catch on right away.



I’ve been on the end of many excuses, a life of mental abusement, to the amusement of those who get off watching me loose it.

But I’ve refused to renew my membership to this zoo so I’m through with all of you now I’m just out for the truth.

So don’t dilute my acute my memory of the past I still remember the cast I wore instead of the mask that you asked me to wear, but I just couldn’t bare, the nights when the screams from my dreams just possessed me to stare,

into the top of my head and see the whites of my eyes, when everyone else thought that it was just a disguise, but I tried to get by, and refused to ask why, I didn’t need to know why I was making everyone cry.

I was just living a lie, I still don’t think I exist, I beat the walls with my fists but my knuckles wont split and my teeth just wont grit from the thought of the pain ,that should remain in a stain on its way down the drain.

I guess I just went insane with the loss of my brain now all that seems to remain is the part that sends pain, its like I’m hearin the train when I’m down by the tracks but the mother fucker refuses to run over my back.

Its like for years I’ve smoked crack and now I fell through the cracks and react when I’m jacked in a panic attack. So Take my tongue and retract it from the back of my throat, because god is so cruel that he wont let me choke on my own.

Now I roam all alone, or just could it be, that I’m lost in a sea full of free minded people, blinded be evil, lost and deceitful, that I’m forced to see, I don’t know why it seems to always just be me,

I’m just a B with a D with the world on my head, crushing my body with the words that I’ve said. But I just want to be dead, put the nail in my coffin, I’m sick and tired of being just what everyone’s wantin.

Just mark me forgotten and put an X on my grave to just show to the world I was nobodies slave and that I couldn’t behave with the rest of the planet, now I just wait here and take life for grantit.

up cuz that herb is stupid

WAKE UP SLEEPERS
GIVE ME SOMTHIN HERE

upin

ayo that ish was def tight made me wanna go psyco and shyt like blasting some eminem i could imagin listining to dat shyt loud as fuck shyt was def hot though looking forward to more and peep my ish if you got time. one

upin one last time for the sleepers

you should break it down into bar style its hard to catch the flow the way you have it written.

better?