End of happiness
 

Verse I:
I feel a hole in me, deep down inside//
one that tears at my feelings and eats at my pride//
leaving me feeling so empty, so lost and afraid//
forcing the questioning of all the decisions i've made//
and to look back on this life i like to call my own//
down the path that i've traveled, but i remain alone//
some days i wonder, if my life came to an end//
would anyone notice or even care at all?//
i feel this type of thinking may be my downfall//
emotions rage deep down that i can't express//
a flood of tears crashing on, adding to the stress//
the pain inside just grows stronger and stronger//
i wonder if i can maintain control for very much longer//
the feeling of emptiness grows deep within//
and it seems this may be a battle i never will win//
though i wish for an answer to my questions though unknown//
when does my life ever become my own?...//

Chorus:
These feelings proside deep in my heart//
they are ripping free, tear everything apart//
will someone help me?//
Erase the pain and set my soul free?//
one day the truth will flow like a river, unleashing the essence known as me//

Verse II:
The pain consumes my being//
when i look at my life, i'm not really seeing//
I torture myself, my soul is ripping out//
people view the outside, but never ask what's the inside truly about//
i once felt good and whole, but now my essence will cease to glow//
oceans of tears are a result of my greatest fears//
alone i am now, how the nights are so damn fowl//
soul searching finally ended//
what was once found is lost and still not fully comprehended//
an end to a life's chapter is the beginning to my world's disaster//
why can't i get my life over with any faster?//
same incidents repeat in my days, leaving my mind in an unclear gray daze//
when will life change around, stop treating me like the opposite of renowned//

Chorus:
These feelings proside deep in my heart//
they are ripping free, tear everything apart//
will someone help me?//
Erase the pain and set my soul free?//
one day the truth will flow like a river, unleashing the essence known as me//

Verse III:
so much pain i went through//
all to the day i lost you//
confuesd and dazed, all i thought it was just a phase//
now i run through my life just like maze//
the extent of my emptiness is unimaginable//
finding my own soul unbareable//
to see you happy when you left just added to my gaping hole of the former me//
did you just ignore and not want to focus on what was done to me//
as the days rolled by so did my spirit, we became friends//
only to hide my feelings to which have no ends//
now you say to me you regret//
as much as i try to forget, i still need you and am just to scared to vent//
i can't read your eyes anymore, just want the answers and your feelings hopefully are just like before//
honesty and the truth is all i desire//
confusion and lies just burn in me like a raging fire//
hopefully this song will inspire you to open and tell me//

Yo man, this shit is good, deep stuff, rhymes good, flows, all that but yo would probably be better puttin this piece in the "Songs" Section or even "Open Mic"

Peace Out!!!!