RapVerse.com Community - Heart Poured Out

Do you remember when i first came to town
i knew noone but you let me hang around
'member when i was slangin tabs
member eatin syraquill in the science lab?
but sumthin had you buggin out in ur mind
cuz you decided to leave us behind and takeur life
for the third time i was left alone and couldent sleep at night
i wont let it get me syked like a dyke at ladys night
haha
its aight, ill tell ur story on the mic
but y couldent you call or write to tell me your strife
was it all that bad that you had to take your life?
your fam didnt tell us shit, your mom wouldent let us know
the note you wrote was revoked and stole by the po's
they found u with a rope around your throat
what was goin on man y couldent i know?
dont think for one minute ill forget you tho
i went to skool a few days after that and found out
Teeg told me, but i didnt think he knew what he ws talkin about
i just fuckin wish you were stil around
you dont even understand how many frowns
were there when they put you in the ground
but you were sceamin loud but not making a sound
what the fuck was wrong man where was your fuckin head
its kinda hard to finally accept the fact that ur dead
deceased at 16 you barley began to breathe
before your life came to a cease
there were like 300 folks at ur funeral man
no seats every one had to stand
there was a line out the door
and as the tears poured, i only let a single tear escape
was it wrong not to want to see u put in a grave?
i left out early, with my mind racing hard
got in the car and gave my self a few scars
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND
EVERYONE LOVED YOU MAN
and in my mind i ran as hard i possibly can
trying to escape the facts and turn back the time
i dont have any thing to remember you by
sept a few scars and a few memorys in my mind
i remember the last thing me and you did that day
smoked a cigarette and put a half pint away
and the last thing i said to you before the princibal called u
peace out man and you said "later dude"
was your girl givin you trouble or maybee ur mom too?
to the point you didnt know what else to do
so you threw a noose around your neck and said fuck you?
man fuck its ok, whereever you are your watchin out for me
well watch out for me now cuz my lifes gettin shitty
and my future an\int lookin to pretty, heres what im getting
i got a bench warrent out for my arrest
and an addiction thatll bring my death
so if were goin to hell hey i got shotty
what a waste of a good mind on a failing body
now im about to join you in your eternal paradise
my sacrafice to roll the dice and bet my life
[i like that line]
so man ill be seeig you shortly
save me a spot next to pac and lil shorty
RIP Will Colburn i love you and will miss you in everyway
ill see you soon dog, right after judgement day

For my best freind who hung himself, just popped in my mind, no prewrite at all after i hit one werd another line would come