suicide drop
 

This is my last letter...
ever...
The night was dark and lonely walking to a friends party/
as i passed the block where they shot me/
I got hit in the chest and i wouldn't survive/
In the hospital i only thought this was an obstacle to get by/
i fell into unconciousness and saw a great light/
as i got near it , it was hurting my site/
then i woke up on my bed all of a sudden/
when reality showed its ugly face again/
i heard my mom yellin at 3 other men/
and i wanted to fall asleep again/

It took awhile at my house to recover/
but i was back on my feet when i heard mom yellin at her lover/
they was yellin when he had shoved her/
The rage inside me let out an animal trapped in a cage/
nothing, i mean nothing could compare to this rage/
I wanted to kill this fucker right then and there/
when he had a gun and waved it in the air/
he was leavin when he yelled back/
" im takin all ya down, im gon destroy this shack"/
and thats when i snapped/...


Now im going to my friends party/
here is where they gonna hide me/
i killed the man and had to leave/
cuz the cops are lookin for me/
I felt safe throughout most of the time i was there/
when suddenly i heard sirens in the air/
Shit they never gonna catch me alive/
so i climbed to the roof to look at the world one last time/
I jumped down and i never knew i landed/
last thing i saw was a crowd of people just standin/...


so i wrote this letter while i was in heaven/
i only had a little time left in here/
now im'a tell you somethin on the real/
I survived my poverty life and some 2 shotgun shells/
live your life cuz when you commit suicide ya goin to hell/....

It was too eacy to read. Add some more context to it with meaning... there isn't much to this