Desperation - By Domain 9
 

Trying moments in life calling for desperate measures/
Thoughts filled with strife falling less than pleasures/
Outsiders saying to weather the storm within/
Counselors telling you to not give in it gets better, but then/
It becomes unbareable with no way out you seek shelter/
A prisoner in your own mind scared you can't help her/
The future is out of sight and there's no way to predict it/
Only time will give it till then the weight will not be lifted/
Hopeful words will be persistent to keep moral high/
Strength in numbers yet at night you fall asleep as you cry/
Wishing and dreaming to die for the chance to trade places/
Knowing there's no replacement your heart feels vacant/
The biggest obstacle you're facing stands within yourself/
self pity and destructive thoughts your life begins to impale/
Heaven turned to a hell as everything seems to collapse around you/
Your thoughts become hallucinations as "all odds are against you"/
Time to focus on life rather than death to cure your mind's disease/
Steady dropping to your knees asking "God, why must this be me?"/
There's no time at ease it seems drugs is the only way to relieve the pain/
You never speak her name too busy retreating your brain as if you're insane/
Waking up in your own blood stain to the harsh reality that you can't escape/
You'll never win this race everything's a blur to the finish you can't seem to wait/
Hoping for the best but preparing for the worst the informant steps into the room/
Your troubles have "recessed" your fears are delinqueshed black skies turn blue/

My Prayers Are With You Fam!
Keep Your Head Up!

-Domain 9

This was written by Domain 9 for his boy Bruklor aka Self.