I will always be alone
 

I understand I will always be alone/
Therefore my futures predictable not unknown/
Because about 24hours ago I did realise/
That im a ugly fucking fat twat so my demise/
Could only improve the world I know it wont compromise/
Anybody’s jubilation shown so my inevitable elimination/
Might just see to depressions termination/
But will its fucked up determination/
Haunt me during my next shitty life/
Will I once again be forced to sacrifice/
My health just so I can actually once be myself/
But depression has only arrived because I have no wealth/
Shit I cant even afford to pay my rent/
I might aswell surround my feet in a block of cement/
And proceed to drowned in the sea/
So I can then venture forth and go to the holey/
Place in the sky but actually I bet when I die/
I will see my soul disappear then my biggest fear/
Will come true as it goes straight to HELL

hmmm...concept was kinda typical as it may sound but it definitely showed perspectives of what ur trying to say...

the flow is a bit off..vocabs are weak at some points...but hey in poems u just gotta do what u want ..hehe

this is the first one ove read from u...hope u to drop more

Hey Malb, long time no see.

Great poem, strong feelings in it. You've written better before, but this is still great.

~Shalom~