why
 

-Talkin-

where yah goin ma? why yah leaven? dad treaten yah unfairly? i thought u 2 had a dream an love that had to be carried?....

-Verse 1-

juz come in the door didnt realize wut i walked into a family i never exisisted in my right mind/
You 2 hide the beef away between you 2 thinkin you coulds out smart me cuz im half blind/
rewind those steps i hear moms crys an dads prays of you 2 not making this relationship demies/
like killer bees you dont need to sting to get away just take it easy stay strong an you'll be surprised/
take it from yah son dad an do wut you told me treat a woman fairly an be a man/
life your so uncounsious you cant understand your not gettin up or even keep the wedding band on ma's hand/
disapointin yah boy leaven my life as if i were just another shitty toy/
from the incubater from the 6 months in the hospital i thought u thought bout me/
resperater i finially got out of 15 now an i see mom an u is fallen down i never even thoughht this was in my lifes destiny/
now some shits clear to me, you 2 made some mistakes but now your eaten it up like a dog in a steak/
im not guna be fake witchu your goin down the wrong road this isnt either of you 2'z fate/
was never really part of the family but shit think about 122 year old brittney/
my little sister shes part handicap how the gunna take it when you tell her moms moven out an never comen back/
shes still young but emotional as hell your gunna giver her a fuckin heart attack/
face the facts, both of you tryin ta raise a family wit smarts you lack you always say i wonna -relax-/
so here i am writtin you 2 a retard now while i pack up my back pack/
shippin me off to grammas all becuz i said some shit i had ta say love yah britt im now going away/
i'll see you tomorrow or if now another day dont let these fuckers turn your life grey im yah older brother i'll make sure ur okie/
so mom dad why the family fude? told mke it was cuz i was actin rude not comen home for supper/
but whats it matter i had a date i told you the night before i met some girl an i was goin out with her/
so heres some of my last words from your only begotten son whos willin to get on the run/
im not terry fox i wont run cross the country mommy an daddy/
im just going to a good place were i can sit an consintrate not that you care u were never ever there/
but now that u splittin its got me feelin agreesion/
all my life its been depression i guees its a lesson/
death now i guess theres to second guessin/
u split i quit call me the bitch i dont give a shit dad im pickin up the gun an given it a testen..../

just sommin i had ta spit not to good but yah lol hope its not overly gay lol peace