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Cursed Seimen-

- trapped in a lifestyle i didnt wanna be in
- been marked since birth cuz imma product of cursed seimen
- alchoholic thoughts mixed with emotions fuled by drugs
- all a young thug ever wanted was to be shown some love
- sometimes i feel like i cant handle this life
- thrown in with no knowledge and expected to survive
- but i try and i fail and i keep fightin, tryin again
- i learned stop feelin bad, no more nights cryin within
- i got some friends... but i wonder if they like me or smite me
- or just stick me in my back first chance they get to fight me
- paranoid thoughts always thinkin people out to get me
- thinkin bout my past and wonder why the love just missed me
- its got my attitude shitty wishin i was still a kid
- but im livin in the city trynna make it with this music bid
- sometimes i feel like maybe i shouldnt even be here
- i wonder if all the smoke made my thoughts so fukkin un-clear
- Im Cursed -
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imma product of cursed seiman
my father showed me no love
my mother stoned on drugs
thats why they call me a thug

imma product of cursed seiman
my father showed me no love
my mother stoned on drugs
thats why they call me a thug
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- i feel trapped always thinkin bout my past and what i had
- cant tell now if i was more happy then or sad
- all i can tell is that im gowing through my drama again and stressin
- i thought it was done but i guess i was just guessin
- it comes back hard like pikkin up old bad habits
- are all these problems happening because im such a drug addict?
- i cant put the weed pipe down, feenin for a hit
- and the shits controlin me right now, my knees hit ground
- being alone for so long now has made me bitter
- i hate my mother so much sometimes i wish i could hit her
- and fukk my dad he never knew what he had with me
- too busy drinkin and poppin pills to be glad for me
- beafin me over stupid sh!t like 'why aint you clean your room'
- 'how you know what room is mine? here have some more beer to consume'
- thoughts like "God why dont they give a fukk about me"
- never there for sports, moral support, why they doubt me?
- Im Cursed -
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imma product of cursed seiman
my father showed me no love
my mother stoned on drugs
thats why they call me a thug

imma product of cursed seiman
my father showed me no love
my mother stoned on drugs
thats why they call me a thug
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- thinkin bout my past and my first love, missin her much
- missin her touch but there was so much that was fukked up
- we fight every day like there was nothin to do better
- but no matter what happened we'd always end up back together
- she get violent, its kinda funny she be reachin for my neck
- i never hit her back though, just laugh and keep my self in check
- i dont like this but pain is a part of moving on
- i try to fight this but my brain can't go on for long
- im singin sad songs trippin on what we used to have
- the things i did wrong wishin i could go back and fix the bad
- but cursed seimen makes it hard for me to live a normal life
- one bad trip after another will i ever have a normal wife?
- but like lynch said dogg... you loose a hoe gain a hoe
- but this next b!tch i get, will she trip? I dont know
- so i stay low maintaine solo to keep my brain sane
- im tellin ya mayn, lifes a trip when ya cursed seimen in the game
- Im Cursed -

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doin the best i can
given to me what i got
twisted up pot
hopin this hip hop wont stop
i'll drop to my knees
and beg the lord please