RapVerse.com Community - letter to my baby sis

Sence you couldnt live longer then 11...i figured i'd write a letter an hope it makes it to heaven...lil sis...you was my greatest blesson...

yo i cant believe your gone why your name gotta be on that toomstone why couldnt god juz leave you alone/
i remember wen u were younger u couldnt stay at home by yaself scared to be alone/
told you i'd call you juz pick up the phone told u not to be scared stay in yah own zone/
you always wanted to be wit me an the crew didnt wonna tag witchu so we split told u might catch the flu/
but now im reminicing wishing i cudda spent a lil bit more time with you i love you wuts an older bro to do/
i didnt wonna chill becuz i was older an you was young, wit me u wudnt have much fun/
but now i realize the times i shudda stood by your side i shudna chose to run/
now im debaten weather to pic up the gun an tell you lord here i come/
but i cudnt leave mom an dad like that they lost you steph baby if i left they'd go crazy/
even though ive been in the hospital lately talkin to a physciatrist about you stephany/
i juz pray everyday that your okie an cry myself to sleep cuz your not gunna be there wen im old an grey/
you werent with me wen i was court but even though your gone i felt strong knowin i had your angels support/
your the reason im not gunna abort from lifeim gunna be head strong keep the ball in tha court/
im'a make it fun for you watchin me from up in heavons belcany..
mikey loves you stephany....

I'd take your place juz so you could see life a lil different...
i'd let you for fill my shoes cuz your my lifes greatest complement..
god has the greatest treasure of all my life beside him now...
but i no your lookin down an im tryn'a make you proud...

i hope you get my letter, i just want you to no i love you an i hope you feelin better/
you was feelin sick wen you was here on earth so wen you died in your bed i gave you my faverite sweater/
i swear i see you in the morning watching your faverite cartoons in the living room/
but dont worry about me i promise i'll be with you up in heavon really soon/
your smile was like a flower every morning no matter the heat you'd bloom/
you was only a 11 i dont see why god had to take you away i guess i'll never understand/
your in my prays before i go to sleep i get down on my knees an think bout how i'd rock you to sleep/
wen you cudnt get to bed cuz nights was hard toldja juz ta count tha sheep/
or juz come into my bed but dont hog the sheats or i'll begin to preach/
i'm not tryn'a complain lil sis i juz want you to get this letter an to no your missed/
i no tha fam makes it out like your juz in the mist but dont worry i no you still exsist/
i juz cant see you but my memeries will never leave me alone they still wit me/
so open my letter an read it boo you should realize us becomin one again is destiny boo..im missin you...

I'd take your place juz so you could see life a lil different...
i'd let you for fill my shoes cuz your my lifes greatest complement..
god has the greatest treasure of all my life beside him now...
but i no your lookin down an im tryn'a make you proud...

Life for you was short an swet, you met 6 feet deap in about 11 years an 2 weeks/
fuck you lord why you gotta take my mommas lil girls made us weak/
i still wake up go into the photo album an touch your face why god take you from the human race/
why not me lord why the fuck didnt you let me take her place that wasnt her fate/
god supose to know all but you made a fuckin mistake you took the wrong girl now im at stake/
determind to make the lord life live in hell for theangel he stole from life.../
im doing all i can for you lil sis this is juz a reminder of how i miss you from yah bro mike.../

this is a song i had to write about my lil sis who past away two years ago...i no it kinda lame an not to many multies but i think it was sommin that ye'all might like to read an may beable to relate too ...peace ye'all