Suicide Note=(please peep)
 

Dear mother and father u wanna know why im missin?//
U alwayz talk the talk but now it is me who is dissin//
My blood iz oozin, confuzin, im losin every thought//
My dad is boozin, mom is using all the pills that she bought//
I wanna run away but i cannot admit to ignore//
I can't just turn and say what i want anymore//
My life is so bad that it makes hell look like heaven//
Beaten up everyday from when i was eleven to seven//
Teen wot im meanins wot im feelin that my life is not clean//
You may think im grand but you must just understand//
I was beaten by the hand so bad they thought i was tanned//
Take a fraction of my pain, feel the traction make u insane//
From all the tears i've shed u would've thought it was deep rain//
U alwayz forced me to starve, u gave me everything halved//
And if i answer back you would've beaten me till I calved//
A peice of my heart out and put it down on the floor//
Do you know how many times i tried to run out the door?//
But i knew if you found me i would be dead for sure//
And even though i cried, you always punished me more//
So im gonna leave a note, that i have just slit my throat//
I hope that when your down for beaten that you can quote//
My words in your head i hope they beat at you bad//
40 percent i was scared, 60 percent i was sad//
When your rotten in your cell just remember the hell//
Now i hope that u can feel the pain that i felt as well//
When u are reading this letter i will be feelin much better//
When u are sittin on ur own the damp will make u much wetter//
Then all the tears i cried double, triple it timez by nine//
U wasn't my family i wished i found the ones that were mine//
You never gave me a chance to become a real person//
A life of getting beat up and a life of you cursin//
I was alwayz to blame, now im gonna put you to shame//
I'll always be myself have my little self bit of fame//
U cannot control me, cannot tell me nothing from now//
What u wanna know, why? What i wanna know is just how?//
When u wake up you can look yourself in the mirror//
When my little sis was dyin, U say that u couldn't hear her//
You know that she died because u don't fucking care//
You watched dad beat her up and then strip her down bare//
And rape her until she couldn't hack 2 live no more and she went//
But im goin to see her in the place where you will repent//
You killed a five year old girl the only love that i knew//
My little sister you raped her and i will never forgive you//
You were just some hungry devils and i hope that you die//
Now i have finished, i'll be off cause i got no tears to cry!!!!!!!!

Dear Stan,

I'm Coming Out The Closet In 8 Miles. I'm Sorry Mama, I
Never Meant To Hurt U.

freepost^^^^

get the fuck outta here, man why ya'll do this bullshit, thats not called-for, yall complain about rb gettin filled wit herbs, look who the fuck iz actin like 1^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Hmm........that was'nt bad......but the rhyming scheme was slightly simplistic.....

I was hoping you would put some larger words in.......

Other than that......wasnt bad.....Keep it up

Tight piece.........U had a nice concept too it...........I was feeling it.........The funny thing is u only battle newbies............I searched ur name and U only battle newbies.........Ur 14 Loses came against vets..........But ur 40 wins came against newbies......That's funny man...