Time LImit (American Dreams)
 

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Pressure and stress on every hour of my day, I'm booked solid t'ill the end my days, and most of that'll be spent workin' for shitty pay or forcing myself to restrain the urge to relay verbalities against a world that constantly batters me, despite seeing my confidence shattering and the hand of my own mentallity, I mean my enemy, same thing to me. It'd be flattery if i said my pride was cancerous 'cause it doesn't do justice to this disastrous final fatality that rattles me, 'cause it feels like an orangatang knocked me down and strattled me! then began strangling my wind pipe 'till i was ready to explode inside. Now I'm ready to spontaneously combust out of mistrust for a society I refuse to have faith in, but am forced to bathe in despite how many razor blades i stick in me, it's sickening how hard it is to take hold of my sanity. I feel like a manicy manican whose panickin' 'cause my limbs have refused to move again, and I'm left on display so passers by can point, laugh, and betray me regardless of how helpful my dispositions is in the position of coercing the worst of my enemies into depleting and retreating. But this attitude is gonna get me ass fucked worse than anally taking a back-hoe truck then learning what it's like to be lightening struck, god this shit sucks. How i'm s'posed to make it day to day is baffling, I feel tragically trapped in a magically enhanced backdraft of a collapsing coal shaft like a chinese immigrant, this pressure is going to make me disentregrate. Society wants me to reiterate all the things they'd like me to say but i defy them I'm not their track to play, I'm gonna leave thist world w/o paying a cent, leave the IRS so irate that they incinerate me, snort me up like cocaine, rearange me in their brains then shit me out so I can be just like everyone else, living the american dream to the fullest 'till i'm ready to scream....yeah american dreams are the nightmares that have put this pressure and stress on my day...fuck!