Probably because the beginning was mad, I'd based all my hopes around one thing and then it came crashing down... I felt like my glass mansion had been shattered... Then I decided to finish this because I hadn't put up a peice in a while and I wanted to write so when I did I'm in a new relationship and I'm happy now so I guess it was a mad first stanza and a happy, doubtful second stanza... It could have been more, and better but I wanted it out of me so I wrote... thank you for the reply tho, sorry I confused ya I do that a lot to people... lol peace