why go on living pointlessly day to day/
everything is fuckin pointless, aint no reason to stay/
but i cant show a tear, cuz i gotta be strong/
but inside, shit its different, im being strung along/
by someone else? no, by myself? yes/
sometimes i ache so much i think i should take a gun to my chest/
this shit just aint worth it, death is escape/
who gives a fuck about family, even though hearts may break/
slit my wrist, drain my blood, fall to the floor/
i know that in my head ive fuckin seen this before/
the same pain forever, and it never goes away/
like it or not, my life ends today