i've got all these thoughts runnin through my head, damn, i can't
take the stress anymore...sometimes i wonder would i be better off dead?//
its not like anyone ever liked me in the fist place. they'd never notice i'm gone...i 'vanished without a trace'//
it seems as though i have 'scattered' from my family like 'leaves-droppin-the-fall'//
mom and dad neglected me...when i was i was in danger, they never once tried to fuckin protect me//
pull the trigger and blow the brains right outta me...
maybe thats what i would take for these bitches to see//

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