lol okay.. explaination time

My Father is really in jail at this time
so i threw that in there.

first verse was off.. agree with you there

i spent the time tryin to kill myself using all
these complicated ways, but in the end i died
by getting hit in the head with a tennis racket..
n' they thought i was dead,, but after i got buried
i woke up. n' realized i was just unconcious