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Originally posted by repin
99% of me is born killa
tha otha % is scrilla getta
but every ounce of my being
has gone insane from all tha crazy shit i been seeing
seein ya daddy gettin shot whil his block gettin shot up
my moms in tha kitchen all nite shootin up
comin in my room high as fuck talkin bout she love me
thinkin dat jus sayin that shit gon set my pain free
but tha bitch dont prove it
all that crack she smokin got tha bitch half diluted
i was 11 years old when my moms introduced me to tha streets
talkin bout go make sum money so ya lil black ass can eat
she left me home late at nite while she went out hoein and bustin
she tha one who got me into this cocaine and crack sellin
she tha reason i gotta be out late on tha streets hustlin
she tha reason why i gotta be strugglin
she try ta make me feel small by tellin me she my only fan
but tell me why tha bitch used ta beat me till i couldnt stand
my moms no betta then ta hit me any more
cuz 1 nite i put that fat hoe through tha bathroom door
she wants me makein money for her sellin coke and crack
but tell me why tha bitch gotta be raidein my stash
there was a few times when my moms threw me out
and i learned at a young age that santa don come to my house
i don remeber one time my moms got me a gift
oh wait..... when i was 6 she got me a pair a shoes that didnt fit
i told her they was to small and she flipped her 'lid'
she told me i was ungrateful and beat me for bein a "rotten kid"
damn! i dont no wut i did ta deserve such a bitch ass mom
maybe tha muth fuka gonna miss me more when im gone
even tho she dont beat me anymore tha abuse aint neva gonna
stop
she tha reason i get sudden urges ta drop bitches on tha spot
hopfully one day ill finally get shot
but i jus wanna get taken out in one pop not 9 like 50
cuz at least when im gone this pain is goin wit me
ya no sum times i feel strong but at times i jus sit alone in tha dark and cry
but i neva was down wit this livin shit GOD! why cant i jus die
DAMN!!!!!......and don think im tryin ta be eminem i don like him anyway......this is jus how im feelin....dats why i don like talkin bout shit like this cuz everytime u do niggas think u tryin ta be eminem.....shit i don even care if this spit is wack....jus needed ta get this shit off my chest......~1~ .:repin:.
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