Well after a Fight and stuff with my friend.... ehhh I just thrw this together see what you think if it's bad what ever I just had to write...

Use to be bangin, flippin the script, thought I had all the shit, wasn't afraid to empty a clip, but then I realized from a promise to my friend, that all that would end according to the click of AIM and a message he sent, So I ripped out a pen and start writing my mind, figured I was worthless and should be left behind, I shouldn't cry but what he said, made sense I'll never be chillin with Eminem or 50 cent, My heart has a huge dent because of some shit that I shouldn't have said or did, or even thought of for that matter, cause everything else in my life just ends in fucken disaster, I was put on this earth just to s uffer, after helpin out friend's I get nothin in return but fucken words that hurt worse then a spinning rutter, its tougher then I thought to be a bad ass, thought I was hot till that idea got eliminated fast, it crashed as he said, that I wasn't tryin, fuck what I said nigga now this white guy is cryin, and rhymein about shit he has done, I guess I should end this from a bulet loaded in my gun, and get blown away hey I'm utterly worthless the world doesn't need me I'm just a roach on the surface. But not its too late to fix any of my wealth, cause I fucken hate myself.

Sorry for the typo's and horrible structure I just wrote it on the spirt of the moment