in the immortal words of Ghostface "I'd rather suck honestly then be seen as dope from a lie" shits true oh and just cuz a lot of rappers do it don't make it acceptable, just makes it more depressen. Fuck fucking up in front of a crowd, did u ever see Pac or Jay Z perform? They fucked up all tha time freestyling or reciting an old ass song wit no beat, tha crowd just cheered harder and louder cuz it was real.