I'm getting better at dealing w/ it but for the past 3 years, i havent been eating properly, or sleeping properly, i get angry alot and end up in stupid fights..
and if there's nothing to do it will just sit there in the back of my mind and make me really depressed....
i mean the my physco-therapy has helped alot...i mean i can obviously speak
more openly about it..but it will always be there in my head...

But thanks for the reply...
much appreciated...
and may everyone else who was mentioned Rest in piece and forever live on calm soul