Love
Something that can turn around and bite you in the ass
Starting to fall for someone, and they say they wanna be with you
When the truth is, they really dont
Maybe its too soon
Or maybe its unsure
But do you have to toy with my emotions?
One minute its one thing, then the next its something else
Love seems to be a myth
Just sits and waits for the best moment to hurt you
Even liking someone can turn into heartbreak and you realize it was something deeper
A crush that got stronger, or did it?
You think that you dont want anyone to be with you
Enjoying being alone
But that little voice inside yearns to be loved
I have so many guys that want to be with me, but I want the one I cant have
Either I cant have it or it doesnt want me
School gurl crush? I guess so
Puppy love, it all sucks
Who needs it anyway?
But u want it so
You want it and want that person, so you get even more hurt
Now if I only knew what to do next
Hide and think and not let anyone in
Forget love once again
Not let it happen and let it come to me
Not go out and look for it, just hurts me more
You had no idea did you?
You had no idea I felt like this about u
You had no idea what you did to me today hurt me
Most dont, and I'm gonna try and prevent it from happenin again

You turned away your emotions and it hurt
The whole way home I was just in my clothes, no jacket
I wanted to feel the coldness against my skin and freeze my soul
I lay here in the cold and dont care anymore
I dont care wut happens anymore
I could get pnemonia and not care
You dont seem to care, so why should I?
Coldness shall no longer affect me anymore
Seeing you just turned my soul to stone
You took what I had and spit it back at me
Now all I want to do is sit on the edge of the water and stare into the water
Wish I were there with no worries
Remembering past loves
Heh love, was it real?, very doubtful
Pushing everyone away now
Going into the place where I feel safe
Layin in bed and staring until I go to that place in my mind
The place that keeps me sane and helps me
Wishing I were there forever
Eventually one day I will