Exactly. I'm not going to avoid her or anything. I'm going to at least talk to her...I just still love Janey with all my heart. Last night we were talking and certain things just really got to me. All the memories...ahhh

Ok, but this is the bad part...

Janey is to young. She's 15 right now, I'm 17, meaning it's legal. But in 4 months I'll be 18...and she'll still be 15 for like 6 months for something. That's just driving me crazy.