..Current Status..

Current affairs.. corresponding issues..
But not that we care.. for the life we live thru
You fear change.. change feels your fear
If you stay the same.. then whats your purpose here?
If material concurred it.. but you liked you health
Is it honestly worth it.. if you dont like yourself?
Or do you know who you are.. n' can make a river drought
Or is life to hard.. to figure out?
Is life on go.. or do you interpret them as the worst days
Or do you not know, who you are in the first place?

Envious Life
He was popular.. clubs and sports
observe, not inferred, w/ family support
Close to his pops.. for affection he needed
Vowed not to stop.. until he had succeeded
father encouraged.. the life he wanted his son to have
work, he learned it.. for the life he worked to grasp
best that school sports had.. needed no practice
will graduate top of class.. highest grade point average
got all the women.. and was right with God
goals, he'd win it.. n' was elected king at prom
all guys were his boys.. n' were there electin him
n' his parents rejoiced.. when Harvard accepted him
worked his fathers industry.. just to write or read
n' visibly, got one thousand dollars a week
had two rides.. a royce and a beemer
His thoughts obliged.. lived the dreams of a dreamer
He would plan to pretend.. to think they had a chance
Their hair would stand on end.. if he gave them a glance
He'd always give a like smile.. under strict stipulations
He didn't like the lifestyle.. but enjoyed the implications
His efforts valiently.. stored was before
and his personality.. was all plaques and awards
Met the president.. and could charter a jet
Kids resented it.. because he wasn't out of high school yet
Dreams he could tell us.. exercise extrenious
They weren't jealous.. just envious
Greeted w/ formalitites.. and done a bit
but in reality.. he wanted none of it.........

The Life He Envied
He hated the rules.. rules he was facin
He hated his school.. n' their expectations
He'd wast his life.. that he remembered to forget
cuz he spent all his time.. on homework n' tests
he'd wish he could say.. more than his text
he'd wake up one day.. n' hope for the next
Writtens he'd write.. were papers compiled n' mixed
He could stay out til nine.. but didn't get home til' 6
He wouldn't go farther.. he'd love to fail
So he said Fuck Harvard.. and went to Yale
never a minority.. because of the town that loved him
n' hated his parents for priorities.. they took away from him
Stories he was told.. information and lectures
He'd give up his soul.. for an 'F' and a police record
He was well-liked.. But felt alone
So he left to find a new life.. because he was deprived of his own..

If He Lived For Himself, What Possiblities Could Unfold,
What Things Could Happen?..
So Who Are You, If Currently, You Dont Know Your Own Status?