If it suckz I dun give a fuck...

Misery is all I see, only thing that comez to life
People I love leave or die right in fronta my eyez
I never realised how much life has his own valuez
if u were still here there'd be so much to tell u...
agression anger hate cuz u are gone for life
My big mouth turned quiet, all the sudden I was cryin'
tearz rollin' down my eyez, why did u have to die?
couldn't someone else pass away that night?
Fuck God, guezz that mothafucka dun really excist
Wish I could take it back, yo I'm sorry for that diss
I was mad and angry, and dumb as I was
I had to make the track, actin' all hard
but u know it wasn't real, unlike the love I feel
wish u were here... now I'm down on knees
itz not fair... yeah but after all what is
life's like a crappy toy, the piecez'll never fit
there aint no manual included with some good advice
waz it about hate or pride, the starz n stripez?
It waz pride, that made me say what I said to u
but remember all my love for you is true...
even though you're gone, I will never forget
thiz iz one of them thingz I'll alwayz regret.
did they took u away from me, or did I push u myself?
if I did, sorry, cuz u were there when I needed help
u supported me 'n sticked by my side, with everthin' I did
fuck the beef, all the thingz I said never ment shit