aiyo i need direction , i need to see more
people try to help , but yet i still ignore
throw out they hand , and i give them my grief
leave people feelin , as worst as me
but see iam tryin , tryin to lose the anguish
use my heart and soul , and hope i vanquish
the torment and pain that burns inside
try to keep my fam out , but yet they still calid
seein me hurt , jus moves the curse
it moves to each one , like the flow of my verse
maybe one day , i'll defeat the thing
that keeps me chained , like iam not a human being
so untile then , you'll feel my hate
in every letter i type and every word i create
in every key i touch , in every space i make
i'll still see the dark untile i lose this weight