Woot.. Key'd.
Anxiety rises.. Fear slices our minds
Afraid that danger will touch it's hand to mine
And to thine comfort zone I go
Hiding from the world.. Like covering the globe
Terror in my head.. Fear instilled into my brain
I play and die.. but life and death isn't a game
Paranoia engraved.. Leavin me shivering until my grave
Time being shaved.. It feeds off me.. Like I'm it's slave
Controlls my lifestyle and how I eat, sleep, and perform
Only rain.. yet my trembling fear makes it feel like a storm
It get worse day by day.. week by week.. month by month
As a kid.. I would be shook by even Santa Clause's thump
Healthy fear is ok.. Safer than sorry is fine
But when a double digit number shows in front of a times sign (10x)
Something needs to be done.. Somethings have got to change
Can't live without a life.. Can't cash in change
Still I try.. After awhile I see a bit of progress
I've made short enhancements yet I've tried for the longest
For the longest I've been sheltered.. Careful about all things
Fall to Spring.. Autumn to Winter.. Dry to Wet.. Cold to Heat
Rages of anxiety.. stay building up inside of me
Hide in weeds.. Just going to the gym is a strive to me
Blurry eyes.. scurrying by.. Hearing worried cries
The news, The media.. Adding to my forehead of worry lines