Every Single Day, A Brand New Adventure
Wish It Was Pretend, These Issues Never Censored
Never An Easy Journey, A Continous Strife
Imagine Having No Control, Not Even With Your Own Life
Every Step I Take, Is As Risky As The Next
Where Will It Take Me? Don't Know What To Expect
Broken With Every Way, Physically Even Mentally
Running Out Of Options, The Cold Hard Reality
Thoughts Movin' Rampant, Lay On, The Heated Floor
Pop So Many Drugs, My Body Can't Take Anymore
Start Convulsin And Shakin', Can Feel The End In Sight
I Chickened Out, I Forfeited The Fight
Goin' To Hell, The Place For This Kind Of Escape
Thought It Through, I Knew My Ill Born Fate
Was Kvorkeinfluenced, Popped And Experienced Fantasia
It All Made Sense, The Step Of Euthinasia
Just Felt So Helpless, No Goals Or Direction
Why Would They Care, About My Personal Infection
The Pain Is Dissapointing, My Cells Going Numb
Begin To Ponder, Wasn't This Dumb?
My Families Loss, Was My Sufficient Gain
I Did What I Had To, To Ease The Pain

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I Speak Out
Battles
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