Sitting Inside The Confines Of Her Loving Womb
Im Something Of A Love Child Who'll Be Budding Soon
She Confides In Me Sometimes, But I Still Wonder Who
Is Responsible For Coming At The Right Time.. Its Wonderful
Plus, Im A Brother Too!!..
& In A Few More Months.. I'll Be Coming Through..
I'm Really Excited, But What Can I Do ... I Just Sit & Wait
Watch The Days Pass & Anticipate The Date
I Just Hate The Fact That I Don't Know Who My Dad Is
I Mean..
She Does See This Dude.. But.. Its Not Like HE Matters
He's Done Nothing But Cause Sadness When HE Beats & Batters
At First..
He Completely Had Us Fooled w/ His Deceitful Manners
Played It Cool & Pulled That " I Love You Too"..
That Cheatin Bastard!!
& She Is Gulible To Boot.. So That Keeps Her From Asking
"Where Were You?" & "Who'd You Meet To Eat With Last Week?"
These Are The Issues That Just Keep Passing..
& As He's Masking The Truth.. She Just Keeps Acting Cute
Says Abosolutly Nothing Like She Happens To Be Mute
& This Is Why I Refute... The Possiblity Of Him As My Father
While My Brother Insits He Is.. But Still Says "Why Bother?"
"Its Harder To Care So Why Should I Start Ta"
"If I Were You.. I'd Do My Part Ta Become A Martyr"
"Babies Go To Heaven .. Dude, Its A First Class Charter"
BUT.. I Don't Want To Be A Goner..
I Love My Mom & Want To Gaurd Her ..
Be Her Armor & Protect Her From The Abuse..
He Said " Me Too.. But Whats The Use"
"What Could You Possibly Do To Stop Those Size 12 Boots"..
He Was Right.. But, I Didnt Care...I Still Had To Try..
So As The Time Came To Go.. We Said Our Good Byes..
He Wrapped The Umbilical Cord Around His Neck Like A Tie..
& With Tears In His Eyes.. He Said To Me:

"Don't Worry Brother.. I Love You & I'll See You On The Other Side"