I love her i don't
she loves me she won't
I keep trying not to but words leap out my throat
Can't make up my mind walkin this unorganized mile
All i know for sure is i want you as my own
To put her in my arms is the only thing i feel for
not to go back to the way it was before
Sometimes you need to take chances,-
and stick to your choices
even when you can't feel your strength all you feel is you're worthless
You squeek and you stammer you're squashed then your hammered
And all you thinik about is how much that one mattered
Please don't regret this,
I gave you my heart in an attemp to change this
You're wrong if you don't think that
You're wrong if you don't change it
Thinking of you brings tears to my heart
That's the only reason i want us to be apart
Haven't been sleeping or eatin
My thought's never ceasing
My mind keeps on leaping
And i'm lost within this icy cold season
This one time i knew my love was really true
For all the right reasons i fell in love with you
So why can't it work out like i long for it to
My God my God why have you ransomed off my love
Brought it down to this push and the shove
I pray and i pray, why won't you send me my love
I pray and i pray, you just look down from above
I pray and i pray, please don't lead her astray
I pray and i pray please Lord make today the day
that she remembers him so much, but love's him so little
I think i've said everythin i've needed to say
except darling please, please walk away
Follow your heart let it lead you to me
If you don't remember me like i think of you
I'm very sorry for this poem, it's just my brain's stew