Equilibrium…………

I need to be balanced…Grab a hold of the mind state
Alcohol produces equilibrium…Brings me to the end of Fate
Cos my brain’s Apocalyptic…War torn by domestic feuds
Need to find salvation…N My troubles ain’t new news
Seek Happiness in My Guinness…Drink it til the Bottom
Endless Abyss of Alcohol covers my soul, Drowning in My Sanctum
Thought it would bring Happiness, Just a black pit of sorrow
Uncertainness in my life concerning Future Tomorrows
See the crows flying over head…A bird of prey hunting in 6th sense
Kind of like me…But I’m hunting for Bleak Deliverance
Trying to pay dividends…But can’t afford these Luxuries
Me in a pessimistic state…N my children looking up to me?
They see the troubles I endure…They think this is the Norm
Looking at their war torn father…Pissed up N scorned
So You see when My bloods Full of Toxins, I feel more safe
Instead of being uneasy, unethical and displaced

Equilibrium…………..