Damn man, i even started to doubt my Lord and savior, with the emotion you poured into that one. WOW i like it very much.
"Why does this pain boast of successfully maiming my hope?…
Now I hang on this rope..in my hand it lays..
Why didn’t you repair all my damaged dismays…
All my shattered days…and all my stolen loves….
Why do I have to box Death…with these broken gloves?" That is some geniius shit right there. Keep it up, and if you're feeling so down about God, i suggest you read the book of Job in the Bible.