I Can't Have Her...
I look into the eyes of beauty looking at me permissivly
I shook with surprise when she leaned over and kissed me
I held steady, a bit afraid of the repercussions of the situation
I swelled heavy, but stayed ready for the loving gravitation
I held her hand tight, positively shivering with expectation
She spelled it out right, this wasn't love, this was recreation
But as the moment heated, my heart responded with force
My feelings defeated, second place in the pleasurable sports
The inquiries my mind held were answered without deliberation
The injuries my heart felt were opened through the copulation
I had put forth so much energy to ensure related emotions
I ran the course, and now remorse shows celebrated commotions
Our Time is finished, I vowed to never seek her out again
my love diminished, I smile now, even though I fell victim to the sin
I can go along with life, feeling that I stayed true to myself alone
I'm a strong boy who might, eventually find love when I'm grown..