I've Seemed To Be In A Block Lately, So Bear With Me Here.


You often find yourself just alone with no one to go to…
Cause you’re the shy kid in school and no one knows you…
Wonder aimlessly by yourself cause you’re not well known…
Not popular or the prom king sitting on his swell throne…
And everyone judges you because you don’t talk much at all…
They take advantage of you and you answer everyone that calls…
So you don’t get hit, you act like the pain doesn’t bother you…
But it hurts, you think to yourself what would your father do?..
But you don’t know cause you arent close to your family…
When you come home you act like everythings ok but can it be-…
That they made you not care, all the pain that they caused you…
But why judge you when everyone else has their flaws too!?…
And you cant help it that your not well fit like everyone else…
It feels like with all the hitting they will never be done, help…
Every day you get hit with a fist in your chest or your arm…
Or on your back, all that they’re doing is causing more harm…
They are fucking you up worse everyday, no one seems to care…
And every night you go to sleep all of your dreams are bare…
Cause they took your hope, this shit effects you day and night…
Making you want to fucking stray from life not stay and fight…
Cause they make you weak and that’s what you believe too…
And no fucking body will fucking come to help to relieve you…
From all of this pain and everyday you wake, you get dressed…
And look at yourself in the mirror, you seem a little bit stresed…
Knowing what this fucking new day brings, more hurt and pain…
You go to class and sit down doing all your work in shame…
Knowing that you deserve so much better than what you get…
No one gives two shits, But you barely manage to get threw it…
Walking down the halls looking at everyone and seeing their face…
Closeing your eyes as you wish you could just be in their place…
You’d do just about anything to get a new life or start over…
Cause you wish you had someone to love cause your hearts sober…
Just someone to help ease the pain you have or make it go away…
But tears stream down your face cause you don’t know a way-…
To make that happen, so your just entrapped in..your little life…
Facing each day alone as it gets worse with more of a strife…