As i can remember i was hardly ever notice when I was young/
Mama treated me like an abandoned stepson/
When the cold rain came pourin i was standin outside/
Hopin the good lord can take away my life and pride/
I subsided from friends and stood closer to my enemies/
Life was hardly ever enjoyable to me/
Cuz ever time I would have fun someone ends up in a casket/
Bodybags zipped up and my soul feelin like winter/
This is somethan i'll remeber and neva forget/
The road became bumpy but i traveled ova em'/
the obstacles were hard and the storms was truimph/
But tha kid had too much strength so i avoided them/
though its like a bad dream or a historic memory/
The life i live is more related to biggie and emienem/
I sold I hustled but neva killed a man/
Selled some pounds but hardly eva messed around/
Cuz all the soliders i lost was in the cemetry now/
This is real talk and I only speak the truth/
Unlike most of these rappers tellin stories that ain't true/
I came I saw and I emerged from the earth/
Blood in my eyes and the lord standin on my side/
U ain't gotta believe the words thats comin out my mouth/
But im more realer than half of these rapperes thats already out/
I was like the only fruit from the tree that didn't fall off/
When I'm gone i want the world to miss me like someone they loved/