well i stayed up and wrote this piece about my life and my opinions
i hope i get some feedback

I lived my life in sin but my faith keeps me heaven bound,
Sometimes i look at life and wish i could turn it around
Nights alone when im reflecting, listening to my inner sound
then waking up at night, ready to pound
on the next bitch who disses me or the mid east
people dont understand me when im nice, so im releasing the beast
Im done giving advice to u bitches, i aint ur fuckin priest
Too much drama for me to handle, so im waving goodbye
All i wanna do is mind my own business and get fuckin hi
so im spitting the real shit, this aint sum joke or a lie
Bashar is ready to make his mark like the american pie
Im an arabic soldier so I kno ur a lil bit scared
ive had bitches threating me before and i neva fuckin cared
I aint a lil kid anymore, my vision is no longer imparied
now im a grown ass man now, always ready and prepared
I aint neva been accepted, people just judged and fuckin stared
they called me a wansksta, a faker with no game or any skill
cant u get bitches get it straight, this aint a fuckin drill
so shut ur big ass lips before i fuck up ur grill
cause i got a fuckin liscense that says "ready to kill"
You betta either step back or take a chill pill
And after all is said and done, I'll be here standing still
So take a look at my life and learn from wut i did
cause this eighteen year old is no longer a kid
i mite be a rookie and ill admit im new to the game
but whoever fuckin said an arab cant get some rap fame
so this is for anyone who ever wanted to make a name
im puttin these haters to rest then im passin the flame
tired of hiding my race and being put to shame
cause dealing with this bullshit can drive anyone insane
so theres only one way to get shit off ur brain
pack urself a bowl and smoke good ol mary jane
shes the only girl who helps you get through ur daily pain
the suffering, the anger, the days with endless rain
the times when u thought life was worthless and there was nothin left to gain
So my message is real easy to understand, its quite simple and plain
work hard at what u want, dont let things go in vain
have ur fun while can, smoke herb but never touch cane
keep a couple of friends close and watch ur fuckin back
respect girls and treat them good, dont just holla and mack
its real easy to lie and get girls in the sack
but that means u dont like who u really are, and boi thats fuckin whack
and finally be patient, listen and dont attack
so thanks for hearing me out, now Bashar says that's a fuckin wrap

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"You want to rap and you got no battle, it's like havin' a boat and you got no paddle" -- Public Enemy

"Mackin' is a game and everybody's playing it" -- Ice Cube

"I'm an addict for sneakers, 20's of buddah and bitches with beepers" -- NAS



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