Tough topic...

Got me thinking...

Yea i got it....

GOT THE WORD...

Shit turned out to be more than a doctor visit...
Routine physicals, damn how did they miss it...
Doctor proclaimed i only have a day to live...
They missed the cancer, it was my life id give...
No way they could stop it, been developing over years...
Now instead of me causing laughter, my name brings tears...
Heartbreak in the family when they got the word...
Mouths open, not aware of what just occured...
24 hours and now what to do with my little time left...
Whyd this have to kill me, why not make me mute or deft...

NOW WHAT TO DO...

Everyone hugging me damn i almost cried...
But still i have a rep that last til i died...
No longer the hot sot, leadership is passed on...
Who to pass it onto Aaron's name is the first drawn...
Damn right he helped me out a lot so he got this now...
But i gotta go talk to him, show him the rules and how...
Got in the car and drove over to his place...
I was in a rush, sorta like i was in a race...
Talked to aaron and told him the news...
Shocked as hell he didnt no what to do...
I told him goodbye and gave him a pat on the back...
We had so many good times, i cant believe it ended like dat...

NEXT STOP....

Over to my girls house i go to let her know whats goin on...
I wanna tell her but damn words cant explain that ima be gone...
She smiled when she saw me and than ran into my arms..
Had no clue, whut would i do, no longer can keep her from harm...
Walked her inside with her hand in mine...
She was smilin at me as if erything was fine...
Sat down, she cuddled with me, held her for the last time...
Its sad cuz our relationship was in its highest prime...
Broke the news to her and she was at a loss for words...
Than it hit, this was the last time for me her voice was heard..
Gave her a kiss and went on my way...
I have so much more shit to do today...

MY CREW....

Talk to the rest of the boys later on in the day...
Let em no whats goin on, reactions delayed...
Smoked a lil just for old times sake...
Didnt no thats last hit id ever take...
Chilled for a couple hours and did the same shit we always did...
We'd have the same days everyday since ive been a lil kid...
Things change and now id be watching over my crew...
Gave em some hugs and told every one thank you...

GETTING LATE...

Only three hours left and i go to the grave yard...
Talk to my father and mother, say my last regards...
Ill be in gods hands, hour remains on my clock...
My heart starts aching, shit is it bout to stop?!...
Standing next to my parents graves i say a little prayer...
"Don't worry mom and dad, pretty soon ill be with you up there"...
Fall to the ground grab my heart, damn it really hurts...
I feel light, outa nowhere i float up, a spirit body converts...
Life was short but like people say im in a better place...
Leaving my crew, girl, and town...but by heaven im embraced...

werd

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