just a lil shit from the heart....

I thought i'd take some time out-
to clear ma mind out-
an write this ryme out-
so yall can find out what i'm all about--

check...

Now let me start at the start I thought i was born without a heart-
cuz every friend i had, always had to part-
Apart from fate, an this is mine 1 of a kind-
way ahead of ma time with every single line i think you'll find-
I got left behind or did everyone move on?-
I'd sit alone waitin for a sick beat to roll on-
thinkin should i hold on? i was always told "Be bold son"-
but without a father an a mother? i had to halve her-
wit all the men in her life an most of em would harm her-
whats worse? i could do shit, 13 years old fallin deeper into a pit, throwin anger fits-
an i never did fit, into the fixture, they had the ingredeants but i was never in the mixture-
an outcast, of ma own family, i was a kid but this shit brought out the man in me-
still, I had to be strong for ma lil sister damn i really miss her-
cryin herself to sleep at night and on her forehead i would kiss her-
an whisper "its gonna be alright" but i was lyin, i contemplated dyin shit i hated tryin, always sighin-
An the beatins kept repeatin, i started meetin, drug dealers an then i started creepin-
lack of sleepin, again ma moms was cheatin, although the drugs were defeatin-
The pain, but shit wrecked ma brain i went insane, got locked in chains, everyday it would rain-
I wanted fame but i was ashamed of ma name-
all there was was a frame wit no picture-
thats why thesedays i stick to writin Skriptures--

Krysis....

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