I wake up in a life full of hate
I never know what’s next
Will I meet my fate?
I don’t know….
Because I got a grave on my exact birth date
So who knows?
That’s why I write these flows
So that I can peace easy
Writing them keeps me from going crazy
Because right now my mind is hazy
One thing could set me off and ide go crazy
Believe me
Because if you’ve seen what ive seen
It would make you sick and turn you green
And if I could wish one thing
I just wish that you could know what I mean
But not too many can relate
That’s why it’s hard
I got a full plate…..of steady hate
Because I’m hated by many and loved by few
That’s how it goes
Just read and follow my flow and you might just know
Because right now I’m thinking of picking up and going away
I got nothing to live for except for day to day
Ive been through way to much to be scared
And I don’t know why but it seems to me I’m just living to die
And everyday I try to make it better but I always have another hater
But I know one thing
I will always be greater than any hater that I have
Because I already have tears from living the way I have for the many years
And I am sucka free so I have no fears
Just look what I say
Writing my life in a lyrical way
Saying what I want to say
Showing you that I don’t play
It’s just the JonJon way