Yeah...
Dont ask...
Tonight I lay and ponder and soon my mind wanders
To wonder if I've ever experienced a set of lips softer
And not often would I dare.. or even think to share
Those things deep within that scare.... without a care
I hope you'll be there.. those nights until the fear has passed
And watch that pain fade away... to a smile within your grasp
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Will it last?
Well... lets wait to see if it even starts again....
Is she more than a friend?
I'm not sure... but my heart bleeds an emphatic yes
And can you deal with these nights of stress?
Its worth a try, to find a time where its as good as it gets
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My past precedes... I guess thats why I seem overrun with needs.
But believe... to see something blossom, I'm willing to plant the seeds
And fall to my knees and plead to not let my flaws blind you
Instead find you... and let my tears and scars bring the truth
That even with tainted eyes and mind... I can see loving you
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Christy.. you know I hate it... but for you I wont stop it
I'll continue... daily... to ignore my minds logic