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Hurt.......check it
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"I hurt myself today to see if i still feel"-NIN
PEEP.......
To provoke minds i took a pen and a pad and wrote this verse in rhymes//
to show you a perverse mind...so niggaz can see tha hurt i co-erse in lines//
slittin' wrist is for bitches no doubt i'ma go out like thugs do//
i hate my life i say fuck you approachin' niggaz crews like i'm slug proof//
i can't hang my troubles from ceilin' fans cuz i got it in my mind i'ma take my life but i'ma go out like a man//
see how my miind works is i know knifes hurt but even in suicide i don't wanna feel//
nobody shed for me so if caps peel i won't fear i'm not keepin it real//
its fucked up cuz though i'm hurtin' i refuse to let people hurt my pride//
takin it in stride only hides but how can i be found when i can't cry//
i'ma fuck up can't get my life right i'm on tha mic like yo dog i'm nice right??//
niggaz hear me but they don't HEAR ME i speak clearly but it seems only my life fears me//
my mind asleep but my hearts awakened cuz it knows my body scared cuz yo its life i'm taken//
dr.phil's advice can come and yap but i'm not listenin to half ass psych's who got mo money than i can stack//
i don't got issues i got my own shoes naw mean you gone get yours i got my own dues//
maybe a baby can save me cuz right now my futture is hazy//
i'm like yea FUCK YOU PAY but yo dude...PAY ME//
tha drug game and tha thug thang its love mayne but damn i need a hug mayne//
i can sit with a pistol in my hand sketch in my mind tha plan that i'm bout to die if i pull it//
understand that thas whut its about and i guess i'ma be a thug no doubt since i'ma still die from a bullet//
but i can't.......
so i'ma stay with tha heat til my life's been breached since on tha mic i teach i'ma try to stay tight when i speak//
but know that my life's like a bubble thas bound to bust cuz logically it stays apart of me but my mind's not down to trust//
so fuck that...
i'ma read this again when i got my gun on my chin so when my life carasells spin all of my fears ceases//
cuz i been through life and can't win so i'll commit tha ultimate sin so next time niggaz'll WILL hear me cuz they'll readin' me in peices//.............BANG~!!!!{ya hear me}
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