well... obviously ya'll have not been that deep in the streets...its street poetry... the first verse, is like going on to jail..."I'm almost Away"<------ means away from where I am. i dont wanna be here, basically bring me to jail is what the first verse satnds for, then i also try to explain about my friends n shit how i see it would be if i did go. ya'll right it is confusin..

second verse. kind of like a suicide mind, but not to the fullest, explaining my self...the cocaine in the brain thing means I"m slowy burning down, n since i have not touched it for so long, its feeling really weird inside me and my head is fucked..I'm almost away from that... kind of like a threat aswell, being I'm untouchable cuz i have been through lots.. thats y i wrote..

inless i'm laid on the cross an shot, remember by the world at a drug spot
my money wrapped in the knot of a gold chain, my family drinking my lifes pain


an the last verse verse it pretty much talking to god..

Not happy here, not happy there, does the boss in heaven even care?
gimme some feed back lord, this life i can't afford

Feeling like I'm gettin closer to death every time i breathe...thats why i wrote..

laid up behind a shed, pretend none of this was even said
would u think different? i'm in hell, so i have to see paradise,
whats it really like in the after life? whats it like living my life?


thats all the time for the run down i have...dont tell me u dont understand...lol..