Okay...

Comin home from work, I see my daughter’s face, its perfect…
It’s what I live for in the world, after my wife’s car wrecked…
She still doesn’t know, to her, mom is away on a business trip…
What I forgot to tell her was that she only has a one way ticket…
She’s beginning to question now, running out of excuses…
Im not experienced, how the fuck should I do this…
I’m the parent, I lied to my kid, she’ll never forgive me…
But what she doesn’t know cant hurt her, I’m on a lying spree…
She approaches me and asks if I have heard from mom…
“Yeah, umm her flight was canceled” don’t worry, stay calm…(directed at himself)
She sighs and walks away, I cant keep on doing this to her…
But it will hurt her so much, ideas in my mind started to concur…
What if I faked a divorce, maybe terrorists, nah this will never work…
But is it worth a shot, if I fail she’ll no the truth and then she’ll hurt…
All ideas would go wrong, she trusts me, I have to tell her the blatant truth…
Early exposure and she will move on, that’s how minds work in a youth…
No I can’t, she’s not prepared, but will she ever be ready?...
Walking to her room, no more excuses, my pace was steady…
One door away, what to say, second thought’s started to sway…
Give it one more day, or a week, how bout till the end of May…
Stopped at her door, reached out, its now or never, make your choice…
My sorrow soared, my only route, heard her laughing her last rejoice…
Asked her to get off the phone, I had some news, *click*, now its time…
Cleared my throat, time to tell the truth, get this burden off my mind…
Held her hand, felt her heart pounding, it hurts me more than her…
Light headed, getting dizzy, all was spinning, it became a blur…
Woke up on a bed, in the hospital, thought I was dead…
She was sitting next to me crying, was it something I said?...
Later I found out that the doctors had brought up records and broke the news…
Said she forgives me, but I know, deep down on her heart, I left a permanent bruise…

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