iight this is my check in... 6 lines over but i dont care

delirious

*door opens and a troubled teenager enters his home*

Hello darling, How did school turn out today?
Honestly Ma', I'd rather repent thinking thinking that way..
..For a prolonged time I've struggled to push my weight
These school fools contain hate over every achievemnet i make..
..So everything I've made gets a humiliated and a downgrade
It's this shit I can't take!

Baby calm yourselve, You have got to settle down!
Settle down? HowdoYou expect me to be like now..
..Corrupted, Mind on drugs, And can't turn it back around
My heart rate beats harder than speakers from Speed of Sound..
..Ears ringing ever so loudly I can't figure life out!
I need the fuck out!

I'm astonished in awed What has ever happend to you dear?
Well listen here, Not everything is as how it appears..
People live in disguised for a countless adition of years
My fait dims and smeres, One of my most dreaded fears..
..Oh, How could i have let go hope...
Why so many tears?

I'm calling 911, Baby you're wrong in the head!
Well indeed, I'm delirious and helpless like I was dead..
My mind can't process things like what's blue and what's red
From surronding causes I'm lost off drugs in a flower bed..

Enjoying the beauty that burrows from the sky above..
..How it feels so ensuring..But people only think negative towards drugs
To me it's exploring wonders and trails of unknown peace..
So yes i'm delirious....But it's something granted I welcomed to me

My own view on things...Grasped by the thefts
Like a stolen identity...It just happens to be...
The blind usher my present state of mind
Luciously i engage the wrong's shown to me...
The mountain's high...Peaks i'm misderected to climb
I'm dumbfounded...Mislead by whom i trust..
Agrivated in disgust...Failure happens to be a must
Through thick n thin i attacked with thrusts...
But following their ways...leaves my composure combust
Shadowing the blind influenced me life-long...
And it's hard to go on...When rights are wrongs
So confused is my soul...From dusk to dawn...
But i can't see...The ritious pass to follow along