Delirious

dont wanna ruin ya expectations with the ex-situation, i'm just
explainin,all the shit already thought of, but i'm just now sayin it...no longer stayin in
thought i was down on my luck,but i'm just now regaining it
couldn't get the picture till i started paintin it
stainin it with a mixture of sweat,blood & tears- wit a lil bit of
pain in it, never ever ever fakin things, gotta rever-rever-reverse
things, wit a letter-etter i dont know if i ever want her ta see...
but curiously... when i look though the delusions i see you just using my being a human being, between you and me, the using's gettin between you and me
too misconstured for you to see, cuz if you miss this dude then you would see,
that you should get on your two feet, before us two are both defeated, deleted, and if you think it's something you should save, for some strange reason you should stay, you should say it... cuz you just look delirious to me
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delirious....

i see & feel it, feelin ripped between this shit & what i'm really needin
am i delirious cuz yall aren't seein what i'm thinkin,
dont hear the screaming within, not lettin me be the real me
supposed'a be this delinquant - jeans creased & stay-ing bent
sick of they way people treat him - stuck wondering why they see that?
uh huh, i'm just wonderin where the real street went
where you could do ya thing without sinking in cement
just... be who you're being,
see things happening without people thinking you're delirious
say things you mean without wondering what people r thinking
to be able to have these dreams... without people thinking you're just dreaming
well wake up, you people are the ones delirious... i'm the one that's not sleeping.

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