i'll go ez and basic on you...

discrimination is my number one enemy will it ever desist?
I scream out in every night in agony can it ever persist
I hold the pain in till I burst with nothing left to sustain
I pray to god to let me die this hate I can not contain
My heart tells me to go on and commit a easily done sucide
but I'm afraid if I sin I won't go to Heaven that I despise
but still...I have a family to support and a job to work...
I can not leave them alone to perish even if I go berserk
to my children I will not find the evil to ever be heartless
even with fiends terrorizing my life, death I will not possess