i woke up around 10 and checked the rooms it looks like momma ain't home//
i get ready to relax for a day alone when i hear the phone//
that ma was in the hosiptol and she didn't make it//
i hung up the phone think that it was just bullshit//
i won't believe it how could this shit be true//
she did everything for me so what am i gonna do//
i crying on the floor trying to do some thinking//
under age but my life is so fuck up i just start drinking//
remembering that people say look at the good times//
but with hate in my eyes i'm just thinking about the crimes//
that i am about to do to whoever made it so i won't see mama//
i got closest full of guns i'm ready for drama//
i'm about to call the chief and see how it happen//
this ain't the first time that i had to get ta clappen//
i'm so upset that my hands is shacking//
the truth is sinking in and my heart is breaking//
my mama was young so god you fuck up on the one you were taking//
but i know mama wouldn't want me to do that to anyone//
but i'm so mad and sad that i pull out a gun//
don't worry about it mama your about to see your son//